I'm a Megalomaniac, dude.
Location Somewhere, VA
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Buncha Fuckin Jibberish
"Hate Humanity? Yep, sure do. There's such a lack of responsibilty for one's actions in the world, a selfishness, and a great destruction in the way people live their lives. It's all instant gratification,and who cares how my instant gratification affects those around me, or on a small personal level or a global level. The way people treat eachother is truly disgusting, and we've created an environment through advances in science and technology that allows for a very septic society to thrive. And we breed and breed, and all the wrong people breed while all the right people don't wanna have children because they don't wanna place them in this world"
Lyrics of the day
Totalimmortal by AFI
Hope unknown. Sometimes just waking is surreal.
I walk right through the nameless ones.
I know that hope's unknown.
Sometimes the water feels so real.
As I walk through it fills my lungs, my god, I'm drowning.
This day never seems to end.
This pain, never.
This rage I will not let go.
I hear them calling.
I feel them gnawing out holes through flawless souls.
So alone. Sometimes I swear that I can hear the taunting of the voiceless ones.
I fear that I alone fear those who ceased to feel that they're alone inside this place.
I am the misplaced.
Now ever face, it looks familiar...
then every face would melt away until..
now everyone, do you know, I know your deception?
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My Current Playlist
- All That's Left
- Paper Tigers
- The Melting Point of Wax
- Under a Killing Moon
- Blood Clots and Black holes
- So Strange I Remeber You
- At A Glance
- Narrative of Soul Against Soul
- Fall Children
- Soap Box Derby
- Days of the Phoenix
- Total Immortal
- The Despair Factor
- Rotting Vampire Eyeballs
Oddly... it feels kinda good to be back in school
Monday. 10.6.03 10:41 pm
Yes, my first day at ECPI was today and it was cool. it felt kinda surreal being there cuz i could never picture myself in college... its like, i could, because i've always set goals for myself but i just didn't think i'd get there so quickly. its like reality is hittin now, especially since it's so fast paced. and i'm sooooo glad laura is there with me, it just makes things more fun and relaxing. i'm striving to be successful there because i'm paying for this with my own money and i don't like wasting my money, so if i'm doin this stuff, i'm gonna get everything i can out of it, and then some. my classmates seem to be cool too. u don't have to deal with the immaturity u sometimes came across in high school.
Omg, i feel like SHIT. i caught a cold, and for some reason when i catch a cold, i catch it bad. cuz i sometimes have a hard time breathing anyways, and then when i catch a cold its like hell, and i have a headache, my eyes are red and ugh, i just feel drained. :( but quincy came over and his hugs and kisses helped put a smile back on my face.
but then after he left i realized i had stinkin homework to do! i did what i could.. i was supposed to read two chapters but i only read two paragraphs and pushed it aside. lol! ah well. it'll be aiight.
I had fun yesterdee because i called up my friend sharita who i haven't talked to in MONTHS, but we were really good friends though and when we talked, its like picked up where we left off like nothin changed. and i found out she used to *talk* to one of my friends, so me and her decided to pay him a lil visit. when she got to my house she gave me this big hug and was like "omg stephanie its been so looooong!" and blah blah. lol. i forgot how fuckin LOUD she was. good lord. but it was funny cuz he didn't know we knew eachother. but ah well.
Me and laura tryin to go to Y101's Disorientation... hopefully we can get brit to go, that's kinda up in the air. there gonna be a buncha bands... Story of the Year (which is the band playing on my page), Lit and errrrrrrrr some other bands i can't think of right now cuz my fuckin head is throbbing w/ pain. lol! i shouldn't be on this damn computer... but anyways... ryan told me he was prolly goin to it. i was pissed cuz he told me he was prolly gonna see 311 and Alien Ant Farm too and i was ARRRRRRRG! i wanted to kill him!!!!! lol! cuz i wanna see that so fuckin bad, but i don't wanna spend the money right now.
Oh yeah, the other night was cool, me and brit went to lauras house... they came by to surprise me at my house and then we went to laura's house once her rents left. it was nice cuz we were just chillin... listenin to music, cookin pizza and eggrolls (lol) and jumpin on her trampoline in the middle of the freakin night. lol. but that made it fun. i felt like my damn heart was about to jump outta my chest after i finished jumpin on that thing. i'm so outta shape. lol. oh yeah and me and brit were breakin it down with our Beyonce booty bouncin. lol! Brit is so funny cuz she's like this lil ghetto white girl... always listenin to the big tymers (her ass knows more lyrics to their songs than i do) and she knows that song "smoke by myself, drink by myself". she knows a whole buncha ghetto songs, and its funny when she starts breakin em down. lol! she's a trip. and laura be singin the damn ying yang twins, so her ass ghetto too. lmao.
Oh garsh, at the pharmacy sunday, this regular customer came in to get his meds and he left like he always does, then all of a sudden, like 5 seconds later he rushes back in with this huge gash on his head and blood pouring down his face and i was like 'omg!!" and tommy took him in the back so he could clean his face and tommy called his son to come in and bandage him up and whatever other prodecure he needed to take him through cuz his son is a doctor. it was crazy man. he scared the crap outta me. he said he hit it on something outside from what i could hear.
hmm, i know i had somethin else to say but i forgotted. lol. oh well. goodnight!
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